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FELICIA TAN EN EN!
26.03.1994. Seventeen; 17. Yellow.
Singing and dancing. Nan Chiau High School'07.
Chinese Dance and Student Council. Temasek Poly'11.
Early Childhood Studies.


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'THE RIVER OF LOVE.'

what the hell.
Sunday, July 12, 2009 || 12:48 AM

I don't know what is wrong with you.
I don't know what you're talking about.
Now you're scolding me like what-the-hell-have-i done wrong.
Later you're telling me that you appreciate me being your friend.
Wow.What a u-turn.
You asked me to try thinking for you,at least a bit.
How do you know i didn't?

Hello?
Do you expect me to know every single thing that's is going on in your life?
You asked me to try thinking of you,at least a bit.
How do you know i didn't?
And i don't get to use the com everyday.
Now and then you're using that f--- word on me and later you're putting that smiley face.
What does that mean?
I seriously don't get it.
Yes,i admitted.
When i need someone to talk to,you're there.
When i need someone to cry to you are there.
There's still once when i felt totally helpless you're not there.
But can't blame you cause i don't have the right to ask you to be there whenever i need you.
You said after i left, you had no one to talk to now,you have to keep everything to yourself.
But think.
Is there once that you tell me anything?
Is you yourself who chose not to tell me.
You can say that you just don't want me to worry about you.
I am speechless.
And hello.
I know you changed.
So what?
It's true that what done cannot be undone.
Like what you said yourself :Once a piece of mirror is broken,no matter how well you try to repair it,there will still be cracks.
And you said now even if i want to repair the damage which you think i don't even care,you guess the damage is there forever.
How do you know that i didn't try to minimize the damage?
You have your stress,i had mine too.
In this world,you're not the only one handling stress.

Ok.
I know i lag.
But i still get to read the post and it's not a long ago post.
I really really don't know what you're thinking.
People out there,if you think that i'm soo evil as to say all this things in my blog,
Then you're wrong.
You don't know how i feel and you won't know.


*can you decide carefully on what you're really gonna say and not say different things?
now you say this,later you say that
now you're f---ing off and later you're smiling away

p.s. I'm in no mood to put colours.

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